Last hours

Last hours of ancient sunlight.. Last hours of me in the army, in the dusty rugged uniforms.

last time of me being sleeping inside a container that made a weird swap to bedroom.

later time I’m going to have this feeling.. Yeah the most annoying feeling I have ever had -feel unproductive and not useful..

that feeling has come with me like an owl on the shoulder from day 1.

for 3 years everything I did was to the country.. Nothing was for me.

now it’s the time.. The time has come to take myself up to higher levels of self potential efficiency!.

I’m here now in the container.. Dreaming about tomorrow..caressing the elusion of being free.

lets us hope its not going to stay as an elusion

Last hours