Another day another terrorist attack in Jerusalem

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In the last couple of months there is a sharp rise in the statistics-the statistics of terrorist attack in Israel and especially in Jerusalem.

back in the beginning of this century we had couple of grim years of suicide bombing on our buses and restaurants,an attacks that came from an organized extreme Muslim groups.our own FBI call Shabak managed to infiltrate those groups and after couple of years the descended to propaganda groups without any ability to attack us.
In recent months there is a new trend among many extreme Muslim people in the West bank and especially in east Jerusalem(where a lot of Palestinians lives in a poor conditions but work in Israel). this trend is very similar to the shooting in high schools trend that happening in the USA once in a while-a Palestinian guy can wake up in the morning after working in Jerusalem for 15 years and take his taxi and just make a killing spree with it on some innocent bystanders. it’s called “the lonely terrorist attack” and it’s characteristics are that it will come in a surprise with no early planning by the attacker and no clues. I think you’ll understand why it’s hard to stop those kind of attacks. how can our intelligence infiltrate an ordinary man mind? you can’t,you don’t even have some rules or guidelines to decide who is the typical people to executes those attack.

so what is the solution?
some say we need to deter those people by destroying their families homes after they attacked,some say we need to exclude them and cancel their citizenships.

what is my answer?-give them hope
when you give the population an economic opportunity and greater infrastructures like running water,better roads,more educational chances people will have something to look for..a light in the end of the tunnel.
when people will learned in school suddenly the preachers in the mosques wouldn’t be so attractive.
Suddenly the chance to go to college,to earn a better salary,to build a better house and go to vacations abroad will be more appealing then go and be brainwashed by the sheiks.
that’s the smartest solution that I can think of.

Another day another terrorist attack in Jerusalem

music in (and) my life

 

(the picture in this post is from Kuolemanlaakso album cover) a picture that symbolize freedom to me as the character in the cover is craving from freedom

what is music for me?

music is a way, a tool and an addiction.

the way I feel and consume it-music is my way to express the deepest and most vivid feelings that I have,my emotions myself…me as an entity.

as I now 21 (almost 22 (; ) I experienced things in my life…especially in my childhood that as I absorbed them I managed to tackle them back through closing down┬ámy emotional expression.

I almost never express emotions or feelings to my surrounding..to mistakes I have a GF for 3 years and she hear me all the time that┬áI love her and┬áit’s true but the things is that┬áin everyday life I can’t and embarrassed to express real emotional feelings.

when something make me funny I laughed. When I’m upset I yell and raises my voice but when it comes to express more “heavy” feelings then those 2..i can’t┬áI just can’t.

in the recent year I noticed and been aware to this phenomena and I conclude why I can’t- I can’t because I’ve put wall the surround my deep self. And I noticed that the music that I listened to and addicted to for the last 21 year makes me feel and express things buy singing and dancing.

music is my way to break through the wall and make things come clearly out in the open.

a lot of close folks I’ve talked to about it said it’s a sad thing but I don’t thinks so because I like to keep my feelings safe from harming again. Why make them so out in the open if I can still feel (I can love and laugh and cry and getting upset) so why?

I love the way┬á music takes control over me and I don’t like to feel depend of things but when it comes to this thing. I love to give music the ability to control me and make me express things out in this creativity way.

I have this debate for almost couple of months but in the end of the day I love this way.

maybe it’s fear from trying the other way? maybe I’m afraid to getting hurt again?..it sure does hell..its a scary thing to try!

meanwhile I will continue to listen to my special music. Although I’m not sad, depress,mad i do listen to really niche genres in metal.

i like to listen to some doom metal like Swallow the sun, Draconian and Kuolemanlaakso(the death valley in finish) also I like female fronted metal bands that sings in soprano like Nightwish ,Xandria,Theatre of tragedy,Midnattsol and there are many more!

in my teenage days┬áI used to listen to brutal death metal…I glad these days are behind me but once in a while I’m coming back to listen to some horrific tracks.

you know what’s funny? 90% of the bands i listen to regularly are from Germany, Finland and Norway..so┬áI think it’s make us close to the big post about my moving to Germany…but not yet (;

music in (and) my life

presistence era p.2

so do you guys remember the old post ” a new persistence era had began!” (https://yaronzeevik.wordpress.com/2014/06/16/a-new-persistence-era-begins/ )

so today guys I have a great news! a great progress have been made!

as you can see the times between kilometers had shortened drastically !

(between the 4th and the 5th I took a walk because my goal was to run 4 kilometers)

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presistence era p.2

Last hours

Last hours of ancient sunlight.. Last hours of me in the army, in the dusty rugged uniforms.

last time of me being sleeping inside a container that made a weird swap to bedroom.

later time I’m going to have this feeling.. Yeah the most annoying feeling I have ever had -feel unproductive and not useful..

that feeling has come with me like an owl on the shoulder from day 1.

for 3 years everything I did was to the country.. Nothing was for me.

now it’s the time.. The time has come to take myself up to higher levels of self potential efficiency!.

I’m here now in the container.. Dreaming about tomorrow..caressing the elusion of being free.

lets us hope its not going to stay as an elusion

Last hours